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Saturday, July 21, 2018

Nature's Revenge



Nature’s revenge for a mild spring has been over a week of 100F -plus heat. Not that it’s uncommon in North Texas to have stretches of temps over 100, but the last two weeks of June were drier in our immediate area, and July so far has had spotty precipitation. It was about ten years ago that it was over 100 for 45 consecutive days, and we are still far from that this current year. Not time to complain too much yet!

Despite having a lawn irrigation system, it’s been dry and hot enough to require watering shrubs. Mine are four years old, but still need supplemental watering, so I’ve been dragging hoses around for the better part of three days. Oh, well, I’m the one who decided to buy a treeless lot and create a place that looks like it was landscaped decades ago.

The A/C in my workshop cools fine when temps are in the 90’s, but works too hard when it gets hotter, so I’ve chosen to stay in the house when I’m not watering. Next week the afternoon temps are forecast to drop 8-10 degrees, so I should be able to work on the car then.

I have been working on interior hookup details for a few hours while I’m stuck in the house, but now I need to spend time inside the car verifying my plans before I transfer the info into a MS Publisher drafted format.
The lousy television programming  today has convinced me to watch more old movies, and I'm amazed at how may cars were provided by Chrysler Corporation. A black and white movie...with a quickly forgotten title...starring Jeff Chandler as a county sheriff featured lots of '56 Mopars. His patrol car was a '56 Belvedere that was a little upscale for a cop car, and the main bad guy drove a '56 New Yorker station wagon, so Chrysler didn't go cheap cars on the cars they provided. A '56 Dodge pickup, '56 Dodge wagon and a '56 Imperial were others that showed up in several scenes.

Speaking of other '56 cars, this one-of-none Minnesota-licensed Fury convertible was interesting. While I yearned for a set of "cruiser skirts" for my '53 Plymouth in about 1958, I don't like them on a '56. I don't mean to criticize the owner's choice, and they do accurately portray the era, but my mind has changed over the years. The stock lines are too graceful to deviate much. I know some will think the same about mine, so I guess I shouldn't judge.

Saturday, July 14, 2018

Life


Probably not a subject for a car blog, but I guess I need time and a place to just talk a little about life.



A week ago, my oldest granddaughter and her husband became first-time parents of a healthy baby girl…our first great-grandchild. It made me feel even older than I normally do, but it also made me thankful and proud. Another generation for her parents and grandparents to love and nurture…a generation destined to take my generation’s place in the family structure. Sadly, most of my family lives over two-thousand miles away, so it will be some time before I get to see more of her than pictures.
Then comes the kick in the gut to make you remember the other side of life…the end.
It seems when a new life arrives, nature demands balance. First, my granddaughter lost her little dog only a couple of weeks before he could meet their new baby, and now, our fourteen-year-old Shar Pei...my dog by her choice...is gone.
A few days ago, she staggered into my office in obvious distress. She had almost no control of her back legs and she was hurting. A quick trip to the vet, several X-rays,and nearly four hundred dollars later, we learned that arthritic bones in her spine had bridging that aggravated her spinal cord. They could treat, but not fix, so we came back home with three different medications and the vet’s assurance she would improve. 
She spent a restless night on the floor by my bed, and by morning she could only stagger around in confusion and her right side appeared partially paralyzed. We called the vet and said that since she was in obvious pain, wasn't eating or drinking, and was spitting out the medications, we thought that maybe it was time for her to go and asked if they could come here so she could die at home without the cold stainless steel of an examining room table under her, and scary smells around her. The answer? “Sorry, we’re awfully busy and can’t come until tomorrow”. 
My wife asked if one of the vets could stop by after their office closed, but they said no. Now, I certainly understand not wanting to inconvenience other patients, and even to work after the whistle blows, but if not for one house across the street, I could see their hospital about a half-mile away from here. I guess animal pain isn’t a good enough reason for one of their three vets to take a few minutes on the way home to stick a needle in a suffering pet.
The next night she was much worse, and I spent the entire night on the floor beside her. As long as I was touching and petting her, she was mostly calm. Then, in the middle of the night, she had an episode that had her groaning and wailing in pain. All I could do was hold her. I couldn’t ease her pain, and I couldn’t bring myself to shoot her. All I could do was cry like a baby and curse the vet who couldn’t spare a minute. 
After an hour, she relaxed, and I thought she was gone, but instead, she seemed to have passed out.
When morning came, she was still not moving, but she was breathing.  When she awoke, she appeared slightly improved, and staggered around the house looking confused. 
A different vet came at 8, and after seeing her said she could probably still recover, but that she could, and likely would have another episode that could be days, weeks, or months away. He asked if we still wanted to euthanize her. That was a horrible decision to have to make.
She had gone deaf in the last year, and had cataracts that had already limited her vision and were getting noticeably bigger. Her hips were arthritic, and she had difficulty jumping down from the bed where she had slept by my feet since she was a puppy. Her mind and her disposition were as sweet and loving as always, but she had been getting old very quickly.  With torn hearts we told him to go ahead, even though there was hope we might be able to keep her a little longer.
As if I was being punished for that decision, as I was driving her to the pet crematorium, my van had a blowout in a highway construction area and I couldn’t get off the road for nearly a quarter mile. By then the tire was shredded. AAA road service quoted an hour and a half, so I braved the 100-degree temp and wrangled the donut from under the belly of the van and did it myself. I was filthy, stinky and disheveled by the time I got there, but I didn’t really give a damn.  
So, that’s a long, unwanted explanation of why I have nothing to report about my project. I haven’t been in the mood to do anything. I question our decision and wonder if it was merciful, callous, or selfish. I don’t know that I will ever accept that we made the right decision. She’s no longer in pain, but ours is worse...at least for now.
The house feels empty and everything I try to do is missing something important. I didn’t realize what a huge part of my life that old dog had become.  Bonnie was a good dog.

                                                                      About one year old                                                             



                                             
                                                                           A few days ago